EAP 145 - YANG, Fan - Week 2 3/3

Today we have a party in Stenly Park for my friends who had already passed EAP 145.  They will come back China in next week.  On the one hand I feel very happy for them.  On the other hand, I am start to worry about myself.  After two months, where will I be?  I am going to repeat 145 or go Ualberta?  My English is very bad since I was a middle school student.  Everytime after test my other sujects's score are much higher than English; however, I passed 140 even if I used two times, but I still think as long as I work hard, I can pass 145 in one time.  I want to go to university in this year September, so I only can fail one time in 145.  I don't want to wait second time because if I rely on second time my attitude will become nervous.  I asked my friends what is the most important part in this course, and they said is writing.  I think I will focus more on this part.  Even if I don't have huge vocabulary, I can use what I know to express my meaning.  The third week will start tomorrow.  Reminding myself work hard.